Hmmm apparently there was some crazy shit going on with background pictures that appeared without my knowledge. All is fixed.

*sigh* I don't know what to do anymore. I thought we were moving toward an adult, committed relationship...but you thought we were moving in the opposite direction. Why do you see everything so negatively? Why don't you see the good?

What would you have in your life without me? What would I have?

I want so badly to call and hear your voice. But i am not going to cry. But the feeling coarsing through my body is almost unbearable. I wish you could see how good things are...

Everytime you are unhappy with yourself, you blame it on our relationship. Things were going so well...petty bickering isn't a relationship ender...it's healthy and normal...no one is going to see eye to eye all the time...why should i be punished for my opinions?